It's been a hard time. For over 2 long years I've been in love. But not just in love. Head over heels in love. I couldn't put a word on the feeling, but now I can. It's called unrequited love.

Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.

There's really nothing I can find bad about him. Still not. And that's why I can't forget. That's why it hurts so much to say goodbye and that's also the reason why I adore him so much. Love ends when the bad things about a person overrules the good.

Since the dawn of time
great thinkers have said
no perfect beauty lives on earth
they may have thought it was true
but then again
they've never seen you

It's over now, selfdestruction mode is off. I need to breath again. I have a broken heart and I'm unsure and little bit frighten about the futur. But I live.